another lonely night...

Since I'm thinking, I thought I'd write it down... (I'm aspiring to be more like Julie! hehe)

Well first of all, I finally have official plans to go back to Montreal to visit my most precious friends there... Oh, how I have missed them after two years or something! I am very thankful that so many of them have kept in touch with me since I have left and proven to be true friends. That has been a real blessing to me : ) So ya, I'm going there next week on Wednesday, the 18th... and Lindsay doesn't want to let me leave. Since she is currently living alone and my ex-bedroom is empty now, so she wants me to just stay and hang out there until I finally find a job (....seriously considering ; ) hehe). I love Montreal, the hockey capitol of the world... I had such a great time when I was there, great memories, and an awesome job (that I would love to have back now)!

On that note, the other thing I have been thinking about is this whole job situation (sorry to bring it up again). I have not had good luck finding job postings within Canada : ( but on a brighter note, there are openings in the US. I have actually found a few that look exciting to me.... I feel like I have very little confidence in myself though. The long silences or no response after sending out my resume gets kinda depressing after so many times. I really want to start working and being active with my life.... all this sitting around home unproductively sucks.